February 24, 2008

heyy...

So, tomorrow my father will be checking in at the hospital for his major heart surgery this Wednesday... They will leave home before noon and my sister is sending him together with my mother...

Wish I could be there too...

February 18, 2008

Oitt!!

I have always been a fan of Japanese movies, Anime especially this particular actor..
TAKESHI KANESHIRO..you know him don't you? Especially you guys from South East Asia..
It has been YEARS since he did a Japanese movie.. if I am not mistaken, the last Japanese movie he did was The Returner.

Here I would like to share with you his new movie called sweet rain : shinigami no seido.. I hope I will get the chance to watch this movie.

The story is about "A god of death (Takeshi Kaneshiro) takes human form and spends time with people who have a week left to live. He's actually quite charming as a human, and doesn't take any particular joy in the final goal of his work. Instead, he chooses to experience the good parts of humanity such as music and culture until the time comes to complete his task. Based on a novel by Kotaro Isaka."



Isn't he yummy!!!

Just another lazy Sunday

...it's about time I updated my blog, huh!!!??!!!....
hhahhaaa!!!....

Not much happened today, it is an ordinary day for me.
did some laundry..but, everyday IS a laundry day!!
cook lunch.. sort off!!
went to the grocery shop to get a pack of diapers for the girls..and mind you, THAT was the highlight of the MY day!!! the girls are always happy to go for a ride!!

Hope tomorrow will be more interesting...

Selamat tinggal..Adios..Good bye..Sayonara..

p/s, have any of you seen Alien vs Predator 2?
Dont you just love Predator? He is soo arogant! yes?!!

February 14, 2008

Hola

Heyy..

So, today is Valentines Day..not that I'm doing anything fancy today!!

All of a sudden nothing seemed important anymore..ever since I found out about my father's condition. Luckily, the girls are there to distract me. If it weren't for them, I would be a depressed & sad person. I also found out that yesterday, my father was not feeling well, he coughed blood yesterday. I don't really know how bad his condition was but according to my mother, he was a bit tired yesterday... I keep reminding myself not to worry because the doctor have scheduled his operation on February 27th. I can only pray that he'll come out alright....



As for the girls, they are happy with their new home(as you can see..hehee), and so is the husband. Me? I don't know..I'm still not feeling it. The house doesn't feel like mine. I know I was the one who talked into moving here. I was so excited moving here. But now, I don't feel excited anymore. I did felt it on the first week but then, the feeling just, sort of gone, it left me...

I'm not making any sense huh?.. I guess I am that kind of person. Its amazing how I manage to have friends!! Hahahhaaa.... but you know what, deep down, I am a very sad person....

February 5, 2008

I'M BACK..IN MY NEW HOME

Baby!!... I'm home!!..
How are you? Are you eating well?
Good.. me? I'm ok. Still unpacking.. didn't realize we had so many things
I took a few pictures of the new home..I will share it with you, eventually..(sorry for that..)

I still find it difficult adjusting myself in this new home..
I guess maybe I'm use to a smaller house..I was brought up in a small house and
now, i get to live in a bigger house. Awkward, I guess..

Despite all this excitement (mine, anyway..), the Clan received a shocking news... You have to understand something; This kind of news, we(well, me actually) only hear it happens to other people or people close to you like your friends or your friends friend, but not someone who is directly connected to you. Its really scary when you think about it...

The Clan chief aka my father, is diagnosed with a heart problem. The problem is, the doctors can't do a bypass. Apparently, 3 of the major veins or thingy is clogged.. My father is very lucky because he did not have a stroke like most 70year old.. It seems that it has been quite awhile and I guess, my father did not suspect or realize that the chest pains that he have been having all this years was actually his heart crying out for help..

What came as a shock to the clan was, he has always been careful of what he eats. As long as I can remember, he has always been careful. His family has a history of diabetics and heart attacks, that was why he was so careful.. but I guess, you can never be too careful, huh??!!...

He has an appointment at the Hearts' Institute this Wednesday (6th February 2008...) hope they can schedule an early operation for him. The Institute is supposed to be the best place in the country..they have the most expert doctors.. I'm scared..
Ya Allah, I'm so scared for him. He's 70...

Im sorry, I feel like I am a bearer of bad news to you.. I've been away for the longest time, but when I'm here, I always manage to give you bad news, terrible news.. I'm sorry....

Ya Allah, lindungilah bapaku, aku tahu aku bukanlah seorang anak yg dibanggakan tapi, tolong selamatkan bapaku..walau apa pun kesilapan dia di waktu muda, dia tetap bapa aku...amin