May 22, 2007

The Wedding

My cousin is getting married 2wks from now. This should be fun.
You know why?

EVERYBODY will be there, the whole JOARY Clan..both full
blooded & half blooded..!! Exciting!! & scary!!! you'll never
know what will happen.muuaahhaaahhaaa!!! I'm so bad!!
Don't you just love family reunions? it brings out the best (and
not.. haahaa..) out of you. This is the time where you get to
meet your eccentric uncles (or aunties), your successful other
cousins that your mother have been telling you all these years,
whom you have been trying to avoid ever since you've entered
college.. Your rich uncles (or aunties) and their children, and
whenever you see them, you get so annoyed because they have
everything, money, good job (because of their father's
connection I'm sure!!), good looking husband (damn!!)..and not
to forget, the cousin that you had a crush on when you were 16,
how un good looking he has become now or how beautiful his wife
turn out to be.. now that's a shocker!!!

What about the JOARY family, us full-blooded JOARY, look at
what we have become!!!.. feel free to look at them but please
don't look at me!! i am more of a black-sheep of the family..
degil, tak pernah ikut cakap, asyik layan kepala sendiri, the
one who doesn't give a damn who rules the country, the fat one..
u know!!??

My extended family will always remember me as the cry baby (i
used to cry a lot when i was a child, because of that people
have left me alone.. pheww!! what a relief!!!), the one who did
not continue her studies overseas, the unsuccessful one but
best of all, the quiet one!! haahaa can u believe that?? me,
quiet!!??? i guess i am, i don't talk with people that i find
merimaskan. My ego taught me that, speak when only spoken to..
But I'm quite happy with myself & my achievements, whatever
that is...

THIS IS GOING TO BE FUN, the wedding!!! haahhaahaaa!!! and I
have not touched the subject on cloths yet.. who is going to
wear what.. mind u, the wedding reception is going to be in a
hall, about 300 guests max.. you get to witness the theme,
caterer, the whole charade and when that is done, the next
question that usually will come up is, "Who is their wedding
planner" Have you ever noticed that the only people/person who
has the balls to ask this particular question is your bi*t**y
aunt or cousin who probably inherits it from her mother....
please don't put me at the same table with her...

Putting all that a side, i think its going to be fun!!!

hahaahaahaaaa!!!!

May 20, 2007

ahh choo!!! (finale)




G'day....
I'm cured!!!! my flu is gone!!!....
hhaahhaaa!!!!......

May 19, 2007

ahh choo!!! (pt 1)

It has been 1 week since my last musings.. i have a lot to say but i just don't know where to start... the weather here has been REALLY hot, i have caught the flu.. ahh!!! don't u just hate it!!! there is a Japanese anime on telly in a few minutes.. i need to watch that, I'll continue later... ahhh choo!!!!.... where's that tissue??!!??!!???.... excuse me!!

May 11, 2007

Nothing is too trivial huh??!!

I found out something trivial today. Nothing is too trivial huh??!!

Anyway , I have always been careful as to not let this happen, but it looks like it has happened, in the making anyway. What makes is worst is that, your mother sees it & shes the one who tells it straight to your face...

Saya terlalu manja kan baby sulong saya sehingga terlupa akan baby no 2 saya...I have spoilt my 2yr old baby & it seems that i may have left out my 9mth old baby (my 2nd baby)...

I have tried not to let this happen but it has!! What shall i do?? I suppose its my bad that i promote this to happen its just that, sometimes i feel that i have not given enough to my 2yr old, i needed to give more attention, love, dedication. Somewhere along the way, i may have given less attention to her my 9mths old baby.But the strangest thing though, whenever we went out shopping or sightseeing, i am more protective of my 9mth old baby!. its because she is so beautiful, too beautiful for her age (syukur pada Allah anak sihat & cukup sifatnya)... Its scary! & to think what this world has turn out to be, a lot of perverts & psychos, can u just imagine what it would be like during their time? 20yrs from now? I can only pray, pray that Allah protect them from harm..

Funny thing, before i gave birth to my 2nd baby last year, I decided then that i will stay at home and raise my children myself. I was not going to leave my children to the nursery or anyone for that matter. How hard could it be, right? I can do it! My mother could do it, my in-law could do it, I'm sure i could do it, right? Boy!! was i wrong!!!! Especially when you have to do everything yourself & you do not have any assistance. Syukur that their father do help around, especially during at night & wee-hours in the morning. My eyes could never cooperate during that time...

So what are we going to do to mend this problem??? i don't know. I really don't know.. Like my mother use to say "One day at a time". That is what i will do, try to change one step at a time & hopefully will earn the award SUPERWOMAN OF THE CENTURY...(that is my ego speaking, but she may have a point!!)

May 8, 2007

One confused cookie

Hola everyone...

So..what shall we talk about today??... hmmm...
Ahh yes, my alter ego!!... what is that anyway??
Is it your sub-conscious manipulating your conscious being
or is it just u being "selective" behaviour. My ex-boss used to say that i have a "selective memory".. not very nice of him, huh!!??... Adik benci dia sejak dalam perut mama lagi!!!

Am i making any sense to any of u? my other half thinks I'm not!!! hahahaaa....

OK....my mind is a bit mixed up...forgive me!!! maybe I'll make more sense next time...

see ya!!! adios amigos!!!

May 6, 2007

Weekend with Joary

..Assalamualaikum, Good Afternoon,

This is my 1st post so, bare with me sbb tak berapa pandai lagi...
so, whats it like weekend with Joary?... TIDOOOO....

Its a long day... kakak tak berapa sihat, demam, so a bit meragam.. temperature naik turun, sedih sangat tengok. Adik? macam adik.. main sorang diri.. pandai bawak diri



Tahniah!!

sudah berjaya.

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