Lesson in History

Hello, once again...

Again, in my un-conscious state of mind, I was reminded of an incident that
happened to me a few years back.

It has been exactly 2yrs today,
that I had my gallstone operation.
Since that day,
many unforeseen incidents and tragedies has made its mark in my life.

These incidents, I believe happens for a reason.
Everything in life happens for a reason.

But the big question is, what do we learn from all this?
Do we actually understood the hidden message and the mystery
behind each tragedy

or

are we too naive to understand the meaning?
Ironically, I believe that No one is too naive.
In this age and time, is hard to find a simple-minded person.

As for me,
I admit, I have made myself ignorant of all this mystery.
I have kept myself in the dark of the bigger picture.
I still haven't found the rational of my behavior

but

I think
it is because I do not want to think too deep
I do not want to dwell deep into this mysteries...

Thinking too much of an uncertain situation
can be rather consuming...
It consumes a lot of your energy both mind, body and soul

And somehow, I don't like it...

Due to my inability to accept these incidents

History will certainly repeat itself...