A sad anniversary

Tuesday, November 26th..
It has been one complete year since the incident that I lost my unborn child.

That day, was a sad day for me..
It rained the whole day..a cool day..a sad day..
It still hurts thinking about it..
Not a single day passed by that I don't think of my baby...
I guess what hurts more is the fact that my body agrees that I am not fit to carry on...

I was listening to the radio that sad, rainy afternoon. Drowning myself in self pity & loath when the dj spinned this song..

I find the song fitting to my soul and what I felt at that moment, and I want to share the song with you...


Stand In the Rain -Superchick-
She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down

[CHORUS]
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.

[CHORUS]
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain


please forgive mama.. mama was not strong enough..