Siblings rivalry

Someone once told me that when a woman starts cleaning, like major cleaning, that means she’s thinking and that her brain cells are actually used up to the max (200%). He also gave me a heads up that I might be that kind of person. I did not take any of this seriously because I thought he was just being mean. I was so wrong!!.. I just realized it a few days ago when I was doing spring cleaning around the house. My brain was so busy thinking, analyzing, finding answers and solutions. A lot was happening up there, in my brain. It came to a point where I think I heard myself answering my own questions. That was scary!!

All this while I thought that I was ok, I thought that I had no problems with people around me especially my siblings. Again, I was wrong. It seems that I do have problems with them. To be exact, they have a problem with me and now, this “disease” may have spread to the elders aka the old folks. I thought that everyone would be busy balancing between work and family, neither of this would happen. I think someone may have started a small spark and now it is beginning to grow.

 

Siblings rivalry. Does it still exist? 

We have all grown up. We all have family, children, other commitments. Why is it still there? Why does it still hovers above us? Why cant they just leave me be? They have everything that the heart desires!!.. Leave me alone!! Enough of this never-ending rivalry and hatred!!. I’m tired!!..

I was accused of not being sensitive to the well-being of the elders.

I am also accused of not able to keep my family in good shape/health.

I am accused of not being a good home keeper. 

I am accused of not being sensitive to the people around me. 

I am accused of not spending more time with them (the other Joary) They say that I am sad and that I need to go out and meet other people ( I have to agree on that last one..heheee).

 

How do one react to this when I am the kind of person who avoids confrontation at all cost?

 

Why cant they just leave me alone?. I would love to spill my beans here and share everything with you but, I can’t!. You can never be too careful. We do not know who might be reading this blog. They do not know the existence of this blog but, what if??... 

 

One can never be too careful…

 

Oyazumi, Sayonara