June 26, 2008

June 19, 2008

The results is out...


Hey..whaddup?!!

So, now I know whats really wrong with me...
I have gallstone in my bladder.
I saw the ultrasound. There's lots and lots of tiny stones in my bladder.

There must be a good reason for all this. This thing doesn't just happen, right? You know what I think, I think Allah still loves me. Even after all the things (more bad than good, I think..) that I've done over the past years. I know for a fact that I am not a good person, not very religious if I may add. But somehow, deep down in my gut, I know that this illness is not a curse in fact, I believe its a test. A reality check, a wake-up call for me to be a better person/mom/wife/daughter.

Yes, that is what it is, the miscarriage last year and now this gallbladder thingy. I think Allah still loves me, I know Allah still loves me...

Syukur Alhamdulillah
Wish me luck then...

June 10, 2008

News of the day

OK people!! gather round. i have an interesting piece of news to
share with you.

Come on closer..

I was at the hospital last week for a second opinion. Unfortunately, I was only given an appointment date (16.6.08 in case your asking...) Well, nevermind that since I'm not in any pain.

Whats wrong with me? Well, since the last time I had a bad gastric pain (which was last month), I went to see the doctor at the clinic for a second visit. The doctor had a feeling that something else might have triggered my pain since the pain was more apparent around the abdominal area. The doctor suspect that I may have a cysts. Liver cysts to be exact. Later the doctor than referred me to the hospital for a second opinion.

Do you want to know how does a cysts looks like under an ultrasound?...




I got this image on the internet. Scary huh? Dont be, they say this kind of cysts is nothing to worry about.

Did you know that only about 5% of the population has it? I guess I'm one of the lucky ones, huh??? Now, since my appointment is next week, I will share you the details of the outcome. If or not I need to undergo a minor surgery.

Untill then, good night, sleep tight, and May God Be with You...

Assalamualaikum

June 5, 2008

Help me....please



Help me find my car!!...
Me and my car are BFF...
I need my car...
I love my car...
I miss my car...
I can't sleep without my car...

Can anyone help me?
Will you help me?

June 2, 2008

Heyyy you....

..after one complete circle of the full moon, I have now re-surfaced again.
Not to burden you once again with my nonsensical rambling, but with a new story, a chapter as you may of a new cycle of life....

Heavy intro, yes?!!

Actually, I just got back after 2 weeks of wedding party... my sister in-law got married. Since my better half is the ONLY son in the family, he needs to perform his duty as the Chieftain, the Wali , the host, the errand runner.. everything.
And me?..well, I'm just there for the food!!!...hahhaahhaa.... maybe some of you have read my earlier topic on weddings, you'll know that I LOVE weddings... and as I have mentioned earlier, weddings brings out the worst and also the best in you.




..this is the bride and groom




..and this is us, stuffing our faces!!

The food was excellent, some of us had a bad case of tummy ache because of all the food that was stuffed down our throats, but let me tell you this, IT WAS ALL WORTH IT!!!
..hhaahhaahhaaa....

So, after weeks dreamlike heavy partying and swimming at the waterfalls, it is time for us to head back to the reality-dome called home...

But despite all the misunderstandings, name-calling and the age-old feeling of jealousy, I think the wedding went well!!!....

FYI I have another wedding ceremony this weekend, a Clan ceremony, its my cousin!!.. I hope it will be an eventful gathering... haahhaaa...